I'm a Loser

We lost another game in our fiercest opponent. A game that put me on top. During those days when I can still hit the ball, block every attack and it seems that there was a wall whenever an attacker try to spike the ball. Yes! I was the number one defensive player during my prime. As far as I can remember I was the first option for the attack once we were rotated. My good partner was the best attacker ever in our school and probably the greatest. He can hit the ball so hard but what he lacks was my greatest asset, it was the "D" that matters (Defense). I don't need an effort to hit the ball coz I can earn points by just blocking the opponent but if I needed to score, I readily deliver.

Team's were afraid to face us. Everybody who stood in front of us was easily defeated. It was the best time of my life playing my most favorite sport. I even had a chance to play with a "RP Team" player. Although I can't even see the ball when he hit it and I can't match how high he jumps but it was one of my most cherished game.

But right now, I'm playing so stupid. I felt helpless and no contribution to the team. I'm a bruttless player who don't know how to hit the ball, how to block the attack. I always consider playing volleyball was my territory and I don't want anyone messing me up, but right now I'm just a big mess to my team. Two critical mistakes came from me and the next scheduled game where I could had a chance to redeemed myself has a conflict with my scheduled and I may not be able to play.

I don't want to say I'm quitting in the game I really love most. I just can't find my range, my jump, my timing in short I just can't find my game......

All I wish right now is to have the game that put me on top. I know its hard to be in this situation but I'm always up to the challenge. I hope I can find the game I'm searching for. One big game for One big night!!!!

......... This is only what I asked................